Amazing how you can be smack dead in the middle of a situation and can truly see how messed up it is. You can see what's messed up about it, how it's messed up and see all the things that are seriously wrong; but out of all of that, you can't see how to fix it. I always find that un-clairvoyantly stupefying. My life in the past few years has been unbelievably ever changing and I keep encountering one STORM after another within months of each other; and I can't see how I'm making it?! Only by the GRACE OF GOD, seems. And I have to be honest, some of my issues are do to self infliction, while others are do to family, friends and just life period. Wow, and for the first time in my life I don't really know what to do? Well, I know what to do, but secularly, I don't. It's almost as if GOD has me sitting still to wait on the positive outcomes on each issue, wait on the blessings coming my way. However while I'm waiting, I'm struggling with my flesh (m...